Monday, December 29, 2008

~THANKFUL~

~ lalalalala~

Was surfing the web when I came across a bible verse:

Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus."

(1 Thess. 5:16-18)

and Realised that,

I have not been fully appreciating all the things I'm blessed with :

being blessed with a loving family

being granted a place in Swinburne under scholarship

being surrounded by wonderful people as friends

being able to play my guitar when I'm emo

being able to live life comfortably

being able to feel this way for you

:-)

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Thank you guys for being there

Thank You Jesus for allowing the hurricanes,

because it makes the sunny days that come after,

all the more beautiful

and your lessons for me all the more amazing

If you're feeling down right now,

it's okay the dawn you have been waiting for is just around the corner

just don't let go when you're taking that last bent

!hold on! :)

here's a link if you feel you need a (bible verse) read on gratefulness

~God Bless always~

(: ~smiles~ :)

sshhhhh....

lalalalala

This puzzle is called Lateral Thinking .

Scroll down slowly and be honest to yourself.

Think like a wizard . . .

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just think outside the box lol

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don't listen to this guy XD

man

1. ------------

board

Ans. = man overboard

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Okay, let's see if you've got the hang of it.

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stand

2. ------------

i

Ans. = I understand

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OK . . . Got the drift ?

Let's try a few now and see how you fare ?

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3. /r/e/a/d/i/n/g/

Ans. = reading between the lines

4. r

road

a

d

Ans. = cross road

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Not having a good day now, are you ?

Redeem yourself.

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5. cycle cycle cycle

Ans. = tricycle

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Not easy to figure out ha!

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0

6. ------------

M.D.

Ph.D.

Ans. = two degrees below zero

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C'mon give it a little thought ! !

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7. knee

light

Ans. = neon light ( knee - on - light )

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U can prove u r smart by getting this one.

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ground

8. ---------------

feet feet feet feet feet feet

Ans. = six feet underground

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Oh no, not again ! !

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9. he's X himself

Ans. = he's by himself

Now u messing up big time.

10. ecnalg

Ans = backward glance

Not even close ! !

11. death ..... life

Ans. = life after death

Okay last chance

12. THINK

Ans: = think big ! !

And the last one is real fundoo - - -

13. ababaaabbbbaaaabbbbababaabbaaabbbb...

Ans: = long time no 'C'

laalalalalala

did you get any right?

personally I only got 3/4 right... XD

Sunday, December 28, 2008

emotions

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Dwindling words
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Our minor misunderstandings hurt me more than you’d know
That is why; I’ve decided that goodbye would be the best
Every time, you confuse, you tease, then leave
Try as I might, to ignore, I feel I’m dying.. slowly... inside..

This feeling it hurts me so, my heart’s falling apart
But though like thorns it pricks, I welcome the feeling
Maybe that is why I should have just quit from the start
Before to you my conscience started, slowly pulling

I wanted to let you know but you somehow changed my mind
I know fair it isn’t to make my own conclusions
But I’ll only bring more hurt and more confusions
To you, I tell, this is my final decision

For you it may be just another joke
For me its part of a bigger picture
I’ve tried to hold on; I’ve tried to have fun
Playing your little game, But everything’s the same
As it was back then
You broke me again

So here I’ll remain, a bystander

Watching from the distance
Praying for your happiness
Happiness that I thought I once had

I don't wana hurt you, or me

so
I’m sorry but this is.. Goodbye

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don't misunderstand lol just felt emo that's all...

emotions

Thursday, December 25, 2008

In the Spring to?

~~Shop for Arvin's Dad's Christmas present!~~

where is it.. hm..

ooo... visitors from Doulos! cheese!

yesh dat pose was kinda lame.. I think I scared the little kids who were walking by.. XD

btw "some people" our colourful friend here only wana see "some other people "not "some people" lolz

oo met DunDun so chun he's posing here so I took a picture..

Arvineee... and... Kim, oops! xP

he's posing here too so I took another picture

Masao!

oh another poser..
snap!




wow this guy too much la.. but still, give him face la snap anyway..

!!THEN!!

we were shopping halfway when we heard squeek squeek...

(turns.. ei? no one around.. continues walking..)

squeek squeek

(turns... quiet,,, walks)

squeek squeek

creeepy..

!squueeek!

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Gotcha!... huh?

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=.=

so small no wonder she hides so well lolz

~wearing pink squeeky shoes sumore~


the

..hunt..

continues

suai ger here hehe


..finally done..

herm.. have I bought enough to get 10 free vouchers?

zzzz ..tired.. zzzz

that's it for Holiday shopping!

no shopping for me this season

!!but it's still fun though woooot!!

~~Christmas Eve~~

wooot! .. finally can show off my own Xmas Tree!! hehe

.....

~Evening~

Cleaning up for Christmas!

this was what what Christmas Eve was like this year for us

=.= can't believe I skiped classes for this LoL

won't be posting any pics of us doing any work in it

(partly because I was slacking most of the time wakakaka.. shhhhhh don't tell my parents)
xP

^

(red faced)
diligent oh!

whoa this thing is SOOoooo... Heavy (puff puff)

actually just posing there nia lol

oops this explains alot lolx, T.T bullied by dad and mom ish..

this is what happens to lazy people who don't do work!

poke 'em poke 'em.. U go sis!! Muahahaha

looks like dad just can't wait anymore hekhek

finally a hearty meal to conclude the evening ^^


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~Nights Activites~

Then it's to the movies with our highschool friends!!

we watched

well for the first 10 minutes of the movie..

I thought we were watching I.P man... seriously can't believe I fell for it Clarence xP

......

then we went to The Spring for the Christmas countdown!

and McDs for supper!

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finally home woo... too bad 'some people' could'nt make it lolz pity pity

then there's Christmas presents to unwrap!!

tadaaa....

what's in the bag? well that's for me to find out later, and you to guess xP
~Thank You for the Presents~

~Meimei, Jessica and Clarence, oh and dad-mom too lolx~

!! ^^ !!

cant wait! I'm wiggling in my seat now

,,'',,''(wiggles wiggles)'',,'',,


sooory can't do the same for you... am currently sadly broke due to 'SOME' earlier INCIDENCEs

I'll be both smilling and frowning tonight ---> : #

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

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Have you thought of what you would like for Christmas?

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I'm only wishing for

..a peaceful, relaxing day with good company :)..

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Hope all of us get to
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~Enjoy Christmas~

^^

Sunday, December 21, 2008

ohkay, like I promised, here's the explanation:

today had been a very emo day... (breeeeaaak.... eeeek, tire screeching) wait!! First, here are some pics to show the mood...

(I reccomend you play OneRepublic-Mercy/ Cai Hung-Jay Chow at the side bar)

I felt heartache...

Felt cheap...

Felt broken..

Felt thrown away.....

I guess I just awoke on the wrong side of the bed today...
it was late,(1.30pm) and it was a busy day ahead...

everything was so

hectic, jumbled up schedules,

(this was due to bad time management from the previous week)

stressing, uncompleted assignments,

(our project had little heading through the discussion)

emotional, quarreled with some of my family members,

(was quite a big one)

it was because of me..

then

I had 4 appointments happening at the same time O.O

so a decision had to be made...

I'm sorry guys for letting you down :( it was my bad...

fast forward 7 hours...

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I'm here

finally managed to get everything settled, glad everything worked out well...

we managed to go sight seeing at a number of places in town..

including a Christmas parade by the churches in Kuching,

mei, that was why I was quiet just now

(had a few things to contemplate)

:)

now, here is the interesting part of it all..
home finally came again, it was all normal routine...

but today, someone, I'll nickname him 'CD' got me to 'confess'... yesh '''confess'''

I don't usually break so easily but this time it was all spontaneous..

maybe it was because of today's happenings

the words came out without end...

It was so.... nerve wrenching.... it was like my throat was so heavy I could not speak

(fortunately my hands did the talking)

'CD' was particularly close with a girl I fancy

it was about her, so you could imagine my dilemma

he questioned my

truthfulness

loyalty

trust

and finally..

my heart

did not feel like the end was anywhere near, the answers were so far

but in the end...

..I got it right..

O.O

well we exchanged problems, he on the other hand had quite a ways to go..

I truly wish him all the best..

after today.. I've found a new brother to confide in

and after that, I came online and I found your lovely comments,

****now for the stars****

~Alan~

~Meimei~

~Mellow~

~ Ash~

~Steff~

~Wanie~

even though it was small talk

was really enlightening ^^

thanks for making my day :)

sometimes you can't avoid the storm that lies ahead

.....

but do not waiver because sometimes you only need to hold on long enough

to see the beautiful day ahead

~~ smiles ~~
... (: together lets :) ...

thanks for reading~! ^^

Friday, December 19, 2008

: )

Not so long ago 'some people' questioned,complained about 'updates' so here it is,

Just finished writing this song, hope you get what it means ^^

enjoy reading

~here goes (with guitar)~

My Unfinished Heart

1st
If now I could without the words,
Describe the pain, the sorrow, the hurts,
That bring me down lower than dirt
Then that I shall though ignored, not heard

2nd
Within the noises that drown my voice
That label on all I own, a price
Above the things that force my choice
To turn my heart as cold as ice

Bridge
I’m sorry because perfect I’m not
But for you I tried and hard I fought
Till the last breath, only you I thought
I was close but I now know not

Chorus
The complete side of my other part
The feeling of us at a brand new start
The fairy tail ending from me depart
The complete picture of my broken heart

repeats 1st, 2nd

Chorus

The complete side of my other part
The feeling of us at a brand new start
The fairy tail ending from me depart
The complete picture of my unfinished heart

~END~

...tadaa...

what d'ya think ? :)

oh and ps-'some people' you better be contented lolx

;p

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Posting for the four friends below :)

(Taged by, in order): ~MayLinDa, Meimei, Stefy & Audrey~

Rules :

- Pick your birth month .

- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .

- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .

- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .

- Tag 10 people ( feel free to do it yeah ^^)

January.

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.





February.

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.





March.

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.





April.

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.





May.

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attract others and love attention. Deep feelings.Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.





June.

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness . Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. S.E.N.S.I.T.I.V.E. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.





July.

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.





August.

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

September...

Suave and comproMising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. hardly shows emotions. tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. (S) .. ;p

Got the encoded message? :)

October.

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often . Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer . Opinionated. Does not care of what others think . Emotional. Decisive . Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children





November.

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.





December.

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

yawn.. uh.. what?... what just happened?

(sneezes)... juz woke up.. guess why?

about 20 minutes ago some crazy 'Mat Rempits' decided to target the local neighbourhood with some apparently 'not so funny acts..'

no, no, no~!

was ~busy~ sleeping when I heard a LOUD bang outside, the ~sound that car crashes make~ then some girl , yelling fanatically...screaming tolong tolong.. and it repeated about 3 times.. 'O.O'

scary huh.. it was so surreal I thought I was

having a bad dream...

went and peeked through the window and guess what I saw~~ 2 guys outside on motorbike... one holding a Radio and the other screaming like - an 'out of her mind' girl.... =.="' sweat...

was too blur to scream any curses that time.. can't believe I was genuinely concerned.. LoL, too bad I cant say the same for some of my neighbours, some of the 'younger parents' were so pissed they were like shouting at the boys who ofcourse fled the scene as soon as it looked like a mob was gona form XD

yeah just thought I'd blog about this.. gona start studying at 4.30am.. Lord help us all with moral studies T.T

now for some supper-cum-breakfast..

~early morning smiles~











Just a thought.. what would NATIVE mat rempits look like on the road?



ooo sexy.. LoL just joking


~!~all the best for moral studies swinny students~!~

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Taged by: Ka Huo, Meimei and JeSs

so happens all three of them like the colour: PuRpLe

1) How old will you turn in 2009?

~ 1 x 19 - 23 + 4 + 19 = ?

2) Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?

~ You mean I can't love my mom and dad at the same time? only one? ish.. what is this..

~ In terms of a relationship partner, ofcourse ONE person for a long long time lo

3) Would you date someone 8 years older than you?

~ I don't see age as an obstacle but... I guess if your 27 and you look like someone who's 18 then

okay la XD

4) When was the last time you laughed?

~ am laughin now haha -- the kids here are drivin me nutts

5) What were you doing at 4am this morning?

~ Reading and writing

6) What's your relationship with the person you last texted?

~ someone I fancy, hehe

7) What did you do today?

~It's Sunday I went to church,,, then spring,,, then out for lunch,,,

8) Who do you really want to see right now?

~ My pet dogie, buhuhu I miss him so much

9) Will your next kiss be a mistake?

~Well if I kissed someone and say its an accident will it count? LoL just joking

10) Who's your last missed call?

~ Ash.. forgot he's in manila.. international call... my credit.. haha relax ash, kacau u nia ;p

11) What's something you really want right now?

~ herm... a new phone!

12) What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?

~ Josh, wake up!

~ groan... five more minutes mom....

13) Would you go back in time if you had the chance?

~ Nope, don't need to, no regrets! :)

... well, theres this one time I wanted to last a little longer ehehe...

14) What is something you need to go shopping for?

~ like... everything?

15) Do you want kids?

~ 2 the most... my dad says that's too little.. O.O

16) Are you in love with anyone?

~Is a crush counted?

17) How's your heart lately?

~ It's okay I guess, since its still beating

18) When was the last time you slept on the floor?

~ yesterday? while watching tv... was sooo sleeepy

19) Is your phone close to you?

~ Nope my phone was stolen.. T.T using my sis's Pda now

20) What is bothering you right now?

~ I just killed it.. muahahaha... problem solved, oh i meant a mosquito XD

21) Where are you right now?

~ In another world with colourful ponies and flying hippoees... yeap home's full of surprises

22) Don't quite know why but when I got this tag from Ka huo, Meimei and Jess this question was missing =.=

23) Do you like country music?

~ What de.. yeap ^^

24) Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste?

~ my mom told me to always do so! so... yeah

25) How is your hair styled right now?

~ like a chicken

26) Do you like your first name?

~ I'm happy with it

27) Last thing you drank?

~ Mango juice

28) Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?

~ yeah all the time when I think no ones around, oh in the bathroom too~

29) What did you do 15 minutes ago?

~ I.. typed

30) Do you think you are a good person?

~ would you believe me if I said I was? guess not ;p

31) The sweetest person in your life?

~ the candy man!

32) The closest male to you now?

~ My Bro is sitting behind me watching TV

33) The person you're chatting with now?

~ Talking to some of the kids, from church (they're trying to read what I'm typing lol)

34) The languages you are able to speak?

~ Aren't English, Chinese and BM all the languages already? awww shucks...

35) The last person whom you screwed?

~ urm... I screwed my car tires while changing them.. btw I'm so dead if I go around "screwing" people, my parents will likely chase me with pitchforks and nail me to a stake.. x_x

36) One word about your life now?

~ IWouldn'tHaveItAnyOtherWay

37) Where do you wish to work?

~ In a place where I can sit on my ass watching football and playing my guitar while earning millions,,, hey! you said 'wish'

38) What are you specially good at?

~ U know what I'm good at? at bumming, I have been bumming off my parents for eighteen years now and they have not even realised it yet, how PRO is DAT?

39) Would you date someone older than you?

~ whats wrong with that? but not toooo old ohkaay..

40) Who are you to yourself?

~ I am superduperkalafragalistic..... uh.....

me: Hi, my names Joshua,

myself: oh hi I'm Joshua too..

41) Do you forgive people easily?

~ too easily

42) Which boy is precious to you now?

~ urm I'm starting to feel these questions are gay...

43) Your dressing style?

~ Always the wrong attire for the occasion, until my sis puts her opinion in

44) How different are you from other boys?

~ wait a... check check oo.. a..... oh! not so different I guess

45) The bad point in yourself?

~ bad point IN myself? lemme check again... dig dig.. ewwww.... Xp

46) The last contact in your hp?

~ phone got stolen so.. not too sure.. I think its Zelt~Kueh

47) Your favourite song(s)?

~ usually songs I can play on my guitar, 'collide' and 'I'm yours' to name a few

48) The two hated contacts in your hp?

~ why would I have the contacts of people I hate?

49) Learn one language in 10 days?

~ sure... 20 days later,, uh can i have an extension?

50) One gorgeous girl you came across?

~ oo I know this girl from New Zealand, Larissa, but sorry guys shes taken. Plus, I bet shes taller than ALL of you, trust me.. you don't want to stand next to her even though shes pretty XD

51) Whose your biggest enemy?

~ Don't think I have any BIG enemies right now

52) Which gang(s) do you support?

~ The Silver Knights and the Putt-putt gang

53) Proper age to join gang?

~ Ask the leaders lor, they decide. haiyo like that also don't know... Nuub

54) Do you like people who smoke?

~ Like them or their smoking habit? I don't have any problems with smokers but personally I BehDaHan cigarette smoke

no offence again ash lol

55) What do you think about modeling?

~ Cool

56) Given a chance, would you like to be a model?

~ whoa that's a rather far fetched dream

57) Whose approval do you usually seek first?

~ My parents but usually I just sneak out... hehe naughty naughty

58) What do you wish to be in future?

~ superman! you said wish... again

If you're rather free right now then your taged~!