Wednesday, March 18, 2009

playing another poem

are you crying alone..?

well.. written in our colours [ps- please read slowly ; ) ]

I don't have an answer...

why we act this way..

nor.. do I have the power..

:to change what people say..

lets just sit, be still.. and wonder,

how all this could change..

with just 3 words,

:turn blue skies from grey..

you know how people pray..

that they would find someday..

the one they could cherish..

:chase all their fears away..

:for us, that day is already today..

don’t hear what people say..

because for you, "yesterday, today, tomorrow.."

"yours, mine or ours",

I know I have the person..

For which I pray..
..Amen..

pretty isn't it?

now.... (: smile :)

Friday, March 6, 2009

http://onlinemagazine.childrensdiscovery.org.uk/__oneclick_uploads/2007/08/morgan_roar.jpg

RoAr!!... juz lost my second phone yesterday while in spring (don't ask)..

(answer) again due to carelessness oh well

was planing to get a new phone end of this month..

but that does not mean I have no regard for the previous phone buhuhu.. all the pics and 'stuffs' in there waaa! dang I'm mad... ( goes and yells into the pillow)

okay I'm cool liaw.. hm.. guess I'll just put up what a 'holiday day' day is like for me..

not accounting for dinner and church seminar later today

I'm sure all of us are busy people, thought I'd just post this up to let you guys know what I'm up to XD

tomorrows events:

wake up at 8am.. gua.. sure oversleep again XD

breakfast-

badminton in the morning-

lunch out-

(15 mins nap)

gym in the afternoon 2pm-

bible study 4pm-

then dinner in town with some of our Singaporean friends 7pm-

maybe go survey for a new phone? till 10 gua-

typing for my mom at night till 12 gua-

sleep la what else 12++am-

wooola! now time for some photos!

oh wait.. photos I collected for bloggie all gone liaw... oh well..

here are some pics of what we watched till 3am yesterday

Its about a group of extraordinary individuals, and the plot is set during the midst of the cold war between the U.S.A and the USSR.. plot's twisted and unpredictable lol

I give it a 8 outa 10, though those who like alot of action packed movies should not opt to watch this movie.. it's for a more.. mature kinda audience, know what I mean?

(mature as in make you think, not the other meaning of mature XD)

laaaa... cheesy and cool at the same time :P

My fav character in this movie, Rorscharch

the typical accident that turns someone into 'super' man






kneel before the dude in blue!!
(vietkongs surrendering during the US-vietnam war)
^
fiction





Rorscharch again!


okays thats it for this short post, catch ya later and thanks for dropping by yeah :)

Saturday, February 21, 2009

kukkroooo... gimme space you two! XD

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, tag 5 people off your friends list. You also have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

here goes:~

1: I got tagged.. I got tagged? Huh?... I.. got tagged??!! I GOT TAGGED!!!! O.O >> fact

2: this blog has been dead for almost 3 weeks now >> fact

3: :).. ohkay.. wah!.. O.O.. wow!.. XD.. :P.. XP.. wooot!..are the expressions I most commonly use

4: I prefer.. vanilla,white non brownish, vanilla...white chocolate over chocolate :P

5: I have one ‘dry=gan=angkat’ brother (Eldellan) and one ‘dry=gan=angkat’ sister (Melissa)..
Malvin.. he’s more like Masao the uncle LOL.. if I forgot any one of you.. come stab my back
with a cone of vanilla-oreo ice cream, I’d gladly appreciate it hahak! XD >> fact, (I’m hungry
what can I say? oo.. someones coming to stab me liaw hahak)

6. the 'somebody' who tagged the 'someone' who tagged me is my sister >> fact

7. ooo..! something under th… wah itchy.. but.. it.. feels soooo good… aa..aahh…. >> thing

Under the table.. scratching my feet la.. ish >> nonsense
..eh wait.. (scratch scratch) okay it’s now a fact >> fact..

all the above for no.7 >>wulaio

8. Oh mee gosh!... I just came back from a barbeque party.. and… I just noticed (after looking
down 5 seconds ago)… my zipper was opened the whole time X.x.. >> truth..
fortunately I wasn’t wearing baby green undies >> lie.. hahak

9. I like playing my guitar.. >> habit

10. I aim.. to gain 10 kilograms this year >> goal

11. I visit Iso hamsterin’s blog almost everyday! >> stalker
(happily am one, lalalala, run hamster!.. run!.... tadaa.. you lost another 0.0001 kg.. see, li hai
leh) >> haolian

12. Used to watch 5 hours of T.v everyday (c.s.i, house, las vegas, full house..) now I almost
never watch.. >> truth

13. I sometimes bully my younger brother.. >> naughty

14. I told memel I would post a pic of my braces up on this blog, but truth is.. I snaped one and it

looked.. lets just say I’ll make babies cry.. >> so true

15. I’ve reared chikens, ducks, fishies, tortoises, turtles, birds, cats, dogs, snails, ants, caterpillars,
hamsters and rats.. note the 'word= Used to' what happen to them? they've gone to a much
happier place.. :'(

16. I once had 4 hamsters.. one slept and never woke up, one got lost somewhere around the
house, and 2 devised an escape plan and outsmarted me.... hey! I was "'6, 7.. maybe 9..'"

>> can almost be considered a fact, except for "'sentence'"

17. I’m trying to reduce the size of my ass through exercise >> goal

18. I sing loudly in the bathroom >> habit (so loud that sometimes.. well.. actually a lot of times,
my neighbors laugh when I go off tune XD)

20. I soooo can’t wait for the next semester to start again! >> so not true

21. want to start learning engineering math before next sem starts.. >> goal

21. carrots, broccolis, ladies fingers.. my favourite veggies! >> habit/fact

22. I used to be afraid of the dark.. so I secretly sneak into my dad and mom's room at night
>>think for yourself whether this is true or not XD

23. I thought today was Sunday.. >> truth, it’s still Friday..

24. How am I gona end this.. hm..... I know!
I have..
2 eyes
2 ears
2 feet
2 hands
2 nostrils
2 butt cheeks >> fact

Uh…. Oh!.. did I mentioned I have 2 eyes? XD >> sweat

25. Number 19 was missing >> did you notice? oh and I changed the number 25 somewhere in

this tag.. to only 5 wakakakkaa ^.~

I taaaaaag…. Billy, mandy, Sam, Deborah, Micky…. 5 people... who don’t exist..... fact ;)

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hehe :)

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aww.. need a hug? 532143.. 61625393 336373 936382~

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Do you realise time passes so fast..

especially when we are enjoying our time..

even more so when we are with good company..

It really helps knowing that when we wake up, it would all still be,

that this is really not all a dream

feel like sitting under a tree and watchin the moon,

in the place only we know..
when we're finally here at the end of the day..
when it's time to say goodbye..




Feel like tying down the clock..

If only that will stop the time

so that fly away it might not..

~lalalalala~

iso hamsterin,

I feel like tying down
every second, every minute, every day

:of the last month + a day:

cinderella by Steven Curtis Chapman, credits to "sarbearlvsya95"

9363827332 6193 ~Cinderella

Monday, February 2, 2009

Life is a puzzle of entangled hurdles and feelings we each strive to get through

So as we each try to hop through our individual troubles

lets try to make the journey we take a little more pleasant for the others who come by after us

~~~

wiuh.. been sooo long since the last post aiks..

New YeaRs been both crazy and fun.. oh and not to mentioned tiring too

slept whole day for the last two days hekhek

and still Neu YeaR is not over yet till the 15th day! so enjoy enjoy! all you can before we continue the hectic lives we lead once again..

herm.. realised I haven't made a list of 'what to dos' for the next week..

guess I'll just jot some of em down here:

~start working out again ( just registered for gym with iso hamsterin)

~eat eat eat!! (trying to gain lotsa weight here)

~finish up Brsingr, (the third instalation of the Eragorn book series by Christopher Paolini)

~goin for a sleep over (at asheeweys house.. I'm so gona get you for posting up that sleeping

monkey like pic of me XD)

~watch a private movie? (ehehe..he ~lalalalalalala)
~continue aarons tutoring lessons (yesh I'm tutoring my little brother muahahhaha!!)

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hope our friends in Miri, Sabah and KL are enjoying themselves! :)

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Lets appreciate life, think pass our worries and look to the beautiful days ahead of us :)

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Udstationering dette pic op er lidt girly ..

men jeg vil se dumt

για εσάς ^ ^ μόνο εσείς

From Bjørn to iso hamsterin

It was late evening
the city settled down
I came back to the sound of MUSIC
sad music makes me sad too
It's not that they don't care
or that they are unfeeling
It's cuz they're worried about their baby

Having you here with me is already a dream come through
now I pray that this new dream will come through too..

You found me and I found you..
guess in the end we just found each other :)
though you, only silently sing..
it's enough to make me SMILE every time you play me your.. MUSIC

and yes..
Είμαι δική σου να κατέχει λόγω
אני אקח אותך תמיד במצב הכן
אמן

everything will be fine..
You'll be in my heart
by: Phil Collins

Come stop your cryin' it will be alright
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here, don't you cry

For one so small, you seem so strong
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm
This bond between us, can't be broken
I will be here, don't you cry

Why can't they understand the way we feel?
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different but deep inside us
We're not that different at all

........................line omitted......................
We need each other to have, to hold
They'll see in time. I know
When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you got to hold on
They'll see in time. I know
We'll show them together

You'll be in my heart, you'll be in my heart

~Chocolate, Red and Purple~

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

To: iso hamsterin,

Can’t be moved, in own ‘script’ :
Cuz if one day you wake up and find that you’re missin me..
And you’re heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be..
Don’t think twice, just give me a call, an sms, you’ll see..
Cuz’ I will do all I can to make that sadness turn to glee..

Maybe the post is meant for someone else but..
Let me perasan a little kay..
Here goes..

~
When the nites are dark, there’s still a light shining on you..
Remember that poem I wrote for ‘iso hamsterin’?
With my little torchlight.. I’d stay up all night so you could sleep..
Let not the bad dreams bother you, I’m here.. hold on..

Wiping the tears away.. tell me what proof would you like..
Whether things will be fine or not.. bear bear will still be there..
Just take his hand.. cuz “on the other side he’s doing the same”
“Don’t make me give you plain water.. you know I will..”

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prouver?

Mais .. puis-je compter sur vous pour faire preuve de moi ... ..

Cuz parfois .. Je crains trop ..

........................................From: BjørnBjørn

Monday, January 19, 2009

....e..e..e..e..e..e....

Fill the letters given above ^

into the spaces provided below v

Choos_ing

m _ _ and h _ r

coz

Ai

had to use a pair of chopsticks in the end.. >.<

coz my sweaty hands were
beginnin to melt the smarties.. huhu

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you're

melting me heart..

~~lalalalala~~

Friday, January 16, 2009

I wont blame you if you fall asleep readin this taggie.. it's kinda super long lolz

tell me if you did fall asleep oops..lol jokin

Taggie from MayLinda
I did this tag instead of the one with pics yeah lolz

RANDOM FACTS :

001. Real name:
Joshua.. Paran.. Leong.. Chin.. Kuai..
Yeah kinda long, its cuz I’m mixed blood that’s why..
I think both my grandparents side ‘kiasu’ so they put both native names in,
cantonese and kelabit..
but now I’m suffering whenever I need to fill in forms XD
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002. Nicknames:
Joshy, Jo, and,, pokoyo.. (luke you big chimpan lol)
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003. Married:
nope
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004. Zodiac sign:
Virgo
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005. Male or female:
Boy
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006. Age:
18 +
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007. High school:
smk datuk patinggi haji abdul gapor
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008. College:
Herm.. not really college not really Uni also.. since its still pre-U
Foundation in engineering Swinburne Sarawak
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009. Residence:
’china’
Tabuan Dayak, Lorong 9
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010. Hair color:
very dark brown
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011. Long or short hair:
urm.. both?
Really ba.. not joking
Right side short, left side longer Xp
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012. Smoke:
no.. way
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013. Drink:
wana ask what I drink? I seldom even take coffee much less alcohol..
Allergic to alcoholic contents anyway.. yeah..sad..
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014. Available:
I’m free for the holidays.. lol just jokin.. taken.. lalalala~
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015. Are you a health freak:
I eat whatever and do whatever I consider fun..
so health wise, as long as it’s not life threatening I’ll most likely wana do it.. kua..
Recently eherm.. more conscious on food though..eherm..
And been sleeping waaaaay earlier..
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016. Weight :
70kg is my ideal weight..
current weight.. 56
X.x
So freagin hard to gain weight.. roar..
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017. Do you have a crush?:
no
cuz I’m in 70^3
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018. Do you like yourself:
urm.. ofcourse?
Not to sound hao lian la.. but don’t like yourself how to like others @.@
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019. Piercings:
only holes I have on my body are ones that you already have on yours
oops
No extra.. lol
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020. Tattoos:
erm..I have scars that look like tattoos
^
Tak mahu kalah
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021. Righty or lefty:
righty
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FIRST:

022. First surgery:
never had one.. I think..
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023: First piercing:
not yet

unless you count in needle piercings

which I have had on my ass plenty of times when I was younger
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024. First best friend/s:
You know who you are
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025. First award:
Gold (…plastic) medal in 4 x 100 meters (primary 4)
won Gold (plastic also) in kindergarden but
The gold in primary 4 sounds more impressive so wrote that down lolz
^
Hao lain again oops
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026. First memory:
what sorta question is this?
Don’t think I would like to remember how my mom looked like when I was born..
Would have be scary.. O.O
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027. First pet:
chickens! Which.. sadly got eaten without me even knowing it..
What makes it worst is that.. I’m one of the persons that helped in eating..
XD
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028. First vacation:
when I was few months old.. to my dad’s hometown of Kuala Kangsar
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029. First concert:
only concerts I have attended besides church youth rallies are orchestra concertos
symphonics rock..!
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030. First crush:
primary 5 I guess
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LAST:

031. Last time you went out:
just now.. I just came out into the world.. from my room.. aiks
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032. Last time you had a good time:
Having a good time right now
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033. Last time you cried:
Whoa! You kidding me? Man don’t cry.. and I’m Man!!
..how could you.. ask .. me… this.. sobs… XD
forgotten when.. but I remember why.. lalala~
Next question!!
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034. Last award:
SPM excellence by S'wak Teachers' Union
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035. Last trip abroad:
Brunei.. Traveled there with cousins by car
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036. Last concert:
-.- lazy to type but I’ll type anyway..
Carry the call youth rally..
MPYO if you count in orchestra concertos
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037. Last album you bought:
sad to say.. I download.. I know I know I should support the artist through buying Original products.. planning to get our local band “Yuna’s” cd
last one was Simple Plan..

No Pads, No Helmets...Just Balls

was a long long time ago..

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038. Last song you played:
A song I made for someone, haven’t named it yet though..
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039. Last phone call:
10 mins ago, called Dan, bout today's dinner
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040. Last laugh:
5 mins ago while sms'ing with 'da' hamster

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PICK ONE:
041. Summer or winter:
winter
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042. Rainy or sunny:
sunny
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043. Britney or Christina:
Beyonce (lol thought MayLinDas answer was funny)
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044. TV or YouTube:
Movies XD
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045. Oprah or Tyra:
Oprah ofcourse
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046. McD’s or KFC:
McD!!
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047. Soccer or tennis:
Soccer.. Chelsea lost 3-0 to Man United..
so don’t wana bother with soccer for the next week.. haih.. what in the world happened to them.. haih
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048. New york or San Francisco:
San Francisco
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CURRENTLY:
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049. Eating:
Air
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050. Drinking:
Saliva
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051. Wearing:
NOTHING
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nah.. just kiddin singlet and shorts actually
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052. Im about to:
go eat brunch
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053. Listening to:
TANK, fei ni muo shu
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FAVORITES :
054. Food:
lazy to type.. so many you must be outa your mind if you ask me type all of them
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055. Drinks:
copy paste (lazy to type.. so many you must be outa your mind if you ask me type all of them)
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056. Colors:
Black and ‘white or red’
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057. Numbers:
usually like the number 7
but really.. doesn’t really matter
just numbers.. unless you wana buy toto.. dun look at me.. I don’t gamble
cept’ on Chinese new year lol
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YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids:
Dad and Mom would kill me if I said no.. XD
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059. Want to get married:
duh..
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060. Life:
Ce La’Vie it is what it is.. fun!
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061. Goals:
Finish studying with the best results I can get while sharing the good and the bad times with ‘da’ pet hamster oops.. lolx
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062. Where will you live:
where ever God sends me (again very nicely answered by MayLinDa)
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063. Buy a house:
-.- U want me to bum off my parents? ….. sure!
Nah.. ofcourse I want a house once I can afford it la
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064. Buy a car:
Newest Beetle Bentley!
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YOUR PARENTS :

066. Love your mom?:
duh
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067. Love your dad?:
duhh
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068. Are they still together?:
duhhhh
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Skip to question 75 since all my answers are both
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WHICH IS BETTER? :

068. Lips or eyes:
069. Hugs or kisses:
070. Shorter or Taller:
071. Lean or plump:
072. Romantic or spontaneous:
073 . Nice stomach or nice arms:
074 . Sensitive or loud:
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075 . Hook-ups or relationships:
’long long long long long till I can’t wake up anymore’ lasting relationships
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HAVE YOU EVER :

076. Bungee-jumped:
nope
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077. Shook hands with someone important:
yeah most of the Kelabits are super people..

not including me la XD

lolz if you don't know who

one example.. Dato'Sri Idris Jala :p

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078. Kissed a stranger:
nope
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079. Drank bubbles:
yeah.. soap bubbes to be precise.. wanted to try what they tasted like.. regretted doing that afterwards..
Haven had fizzy bubbles for like 2 weeks now.. preparing tummy for Chinese new year :p
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080. Lost glasses/contacts:
yeah tons of times herm.. where did I leave my glasses this morning.. X.x
..

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081. Ran away from home:
wanted to when I was young and dumb..
I used to pack my stuff into plastic bags when I got so pissed with my parents
lol
That was when I was 12 mind you..
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082. Liked someone younger:
yup
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083. Older:
eherm.. not that old la.. still very young but she thinks she acts like lau ah ma.. lol
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084. Broken someone’s heart:
T.T sad to say.. yes
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085. Been arrested:
yeah been arrested by my parents when I sneaked out of the study room to watch cartoons

got handcuffed (locked) in the study room afterwards..

(happened during UPSR) lol
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086. Turned someone down:
....yes
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087. Cried when someone died:
....yes
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088. Liked a friend:
I like all my friends
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DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself:
I’m superman! <--- these words speak for themselves XD
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090. Miracles:
ofcourse experienced some myself.. like being born
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091. Love at first sight:
nope.. I believe in love at every sight.. (towards the same person la ofcourse)
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092. Heaven:
yeah
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093. Santa clause:
wanted to… found out it was my dad… haih
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094. Sex on the first date:
nope
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095. the more you hate, the more you love:
nope the more you care the more you love

unless you mean it like..

da dai biao ten

ma dai baio guan xing

hen dai biao?

eherm..
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096. Angels:
yesh.. angels both sent by God and ..ding ding lolx
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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?:
even though gona see you later.. still.. yesh
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098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?:
no way..
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099. Do you believe in God?:
ofcourse la duh
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100. Will you tag 10 people to continue this game:
yeah.. I will..
You handsome boy! And you pretty gurl!

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And you! duno boy or gurl XD..
And the next you! That comes by..
See.. all done :p

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~~Have a nice day~~ :)

(: superhellokittyman! :)

Thursday, January 15, 2009

!~YaY~!

it's finally time for the holidays!!

has everyone had their holidays planed out yet?

2 months.. is a long long time XD

but before you know it, It'll all be over soon

so lets enjoy the current moment to it's fullest

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~HaPPy HoLidaYs Ya'LL~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

O.O ..do not try this on the road..

ps- drive carefully yeah

~

gone with the winds the summer breeze

on with the boredom on salty seas

unlike times of last, say no to worries

cuz' with you the smiles, they never cease

~

let me make you happy :)

..hen xing fu.. oops I 'eamn' ... su fu.. Xp

Friday, January 9, 2009

drowsy

Feeling tired..

Beklager sin været svært at vågne op af de sidste par dage ..


All the best for exams, I truly believe you can do it
Cuz your extra ‘te bie’ LoL

Lalalala~

Answering in

~Silence~

You ask, why I don't seem as happy,

.

that I used to smile more,

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..it's because..

when you're around,

.

I smile so much to myself my cheeks hurt ;-)

.

so.. quietly.. my heart smiles for me..

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You have made

.

*each day*, so much more brighter

and

*each moment*, so much more.. unforgettable

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it's priceless

(: ~*Thank yoU*~ :)

Monday, January 5, 2009

wooo! I'm nuts now.. cuz.. ,

I'm on Meds!
,

It's weird really, have not been on any sort of medication for 2 years ++ now

forgoten the feeling of being a needy T.T

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,

,

Reason:
,

I've got this bad rash around the **** area lolz

yes.. 'that' area... sobs..

,

come let me show you a picture..
..

you ready?

..

really?

..

close your eyes if you're shy

..

!warning!

..

,

since I pity you I decided not to show lah Xp

,

(scratch scratch)

bored so I'll just ramble on some more..

,
,
,

Bad News:

bad news is (quote) 'insomnia' ~.~ can't get enough sleep due to the crazy itching... argh...

so during the day I may look a little like a walking zombie oooo... grrrr... rrrraarrr...

(trying to make scary noises)

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Good News

good news is.... less house work for me! Yay!

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yeah guess I'd better get back to my reading =.=
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2 more weeks before the long school break yeah!
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cheer up people!

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..

ah! itchy!...

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(scratch scratch)

a....much better.. XD
,

ew.. I'd better go put some cream on that

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(: chaos'! :)

Thursday, January 1, 2009

~within an extension of half an hour~

Thought I'd pluck something out of the internet

but then again something written with your own hand would carry more meaning

so here it is

from

...me to you..

Comfort in Words

""""""""""""""""""""

When the days are dark and your tomorrows seem not to come

I am here for you with my little torchlight, a few candles and a comforting arm

When the winter chills prove too much, and the hours just too long

Take my coat, because your warmth is all that’s needed for me to hold

.

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When your phone is dead and you are feeling alone and insecure

Hold it close because in my mind I am always sending words for sure

Let not them dreams scare you, because you have the will to change them

If will you have not, then hold me close I will stay awake so you could dream

.

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When times of trouble shall befall those pure in heart

Do not waver, say a little prayer and snuggle up

Close your eyes, reach out, and take my hand

Cuz on the other side I am doing the same

.

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..I'm not movin..

..I'm not movin..

..Cuz there's someone I'm waiting for..

..so I'm not moving..

Gona camp in my sleeping bag cuz

I'm

..not gona move..

~smiles faintly~