Thursday, January 22, 2009

Udstationering dette pic op er lidt girly ..

men jeg vil se dumt

για εσάς ^ ^ μόνο εσείς

From Bjørn to iso hamsterin

It was late evening
the city settled down
I came back to the sound of MUSIC
sad music makes me sad too
It's not that they don't care
or that they are unfeeling
It's cuz they're worried about their baby

Having you here with me is already a dream come through
now I pray that this new dream will come through too..

You found me and I found you..
guess in the end we just found each other :)
though you, only silently sing..
it's enough to make me SMILE every time you play me your.. MUSIC

and yes..
Είμαι δική σου να κατέχει λόγω
אני אקח אותך תמיד במצב הכן
אמן

everything will be fine..
You'll be in my heart
by: Phil Collins

Come stop your cryin' it will be alright
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here, don't you cry

For one so small, you seem so strong
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm
This bond between us, can't be broken
I will be here, don't you cry

Why can't they understand the way we feel?
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different but deep inside us
We're not that different at all

........................line omitted......................
We need each other to have, to hold
They'll see in time. I know
When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you got to hold on
They'll see in time. I know
We'll show them together

You'll be in my heart, you'll be in my heart

~Chocolate, Red and Purple~

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

To: iso hamsterin,

Can’t be moved, in own ‘script’ :
Cuz if one day you wake up and find that you’re missin me..
And you’re heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be..
Don’t think twice, just give me a call, an sms, you’ll see..
Cuz’ I will do all I can to make that sadness turn to glee..

Maybe the post is meant for someone else but..
Let me perasan a little kay..
Here goes..

~
When the nites are dark, there’s still a light shining on you..
Remember that poem I wrote for ‘iso hamsterin’?
With my little torchlight.. I’d stay up all night so you could sleep..
Let not the bad dreams bother you, I’m here.. hold on..

Wiping the tears away.. tell me what proof would you like..
Whether things will be fine or not.. bear bear will still be there..
Just take his hand.. cuz “on the other side he’s doing the same”
“Don’t make me give you plain water.. you know I will..”

.

prouver?

Mais .. puis-je compter sur vous pour faire preuve de moi ... ..

Cuz parfois .. Je crains trop ..

........................................From: BjørnBjørn

Monday, January 19, 2009

....e..e..e..e..e..e....

Fill the letters given above ^

into the spaces provided below v

Choos_ing

m _ _ and h _ r

coz

Ai

had to use a pair of chopsticks in the end.. >.<

coz my sweaty hands were
beginnin to melt the smarties.. huhu

.

you're

melting me heart..

~~lalalalala~~

Friday, January 16, 2009

I wont blame you if you fall asleep readin this taggie.. it's kinda super long lolz

tell me if you did fall asleep oops..lol jokin

Taggie from MayLinda
I did this tag instead of the one with pics yeah lolz

RANDOM FACTS :

001. Real name:
Joshua.. Paran.. Leong.. Chin.. Kuai..
Yeah kinda long, its cuz I’m mixed blood that’s why..
I think both my grandparents side ‘kiasu’ so they put both native names in,
cantonese and kelabit..
but now I’m suffering whenever I need to fill in forms XD
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002. Nicknames:
Joshy, Jo, and,, pokoyo.. (luke you big chimpan lol)
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003. Married:
nope
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004. Zodiac sign:
Virgo
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005. Male or female:
Boy
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006. Age:
18 +
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007. High school:
smk datuk patinggi haji abdul gapor
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008. College:
Herm.. not really college not really Uni also.. since its still pre-U
Foundation in engineering Swinburne Sarawak
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009. Residence:
’china’
Tabuan Dayak, Lorong 9
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010. Hair color:
very dark brown
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011. Long or short hair:
urm.. both?
Really ba.. not joking
Right side short, left side longer Xp
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012. Smoke:
no.. way
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013. Drink:
wana ask what I drink? I seldom even take coffee much less alcohol..
Allergic to alcoholic contents anyway.. yeah..sad..
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014. Available:
I’m free for the holidays.. lol just jokin.. taken.. lalalala~
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015. Are you a health freak:
I eat whatever and do whatever I consider fun..
so health wise, as long as it’s not life threatening I’ll most likely wana do it.. kua..
Recently eherm.. more conscious on food though..eherm..
And been sleeping waaaaay earlier..
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016. Weight :
70kg is my ideal weight..
current weight.. 56
X.x
So freagin hard to gain weight.. roar..
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017. Do you have a crush?:
no
cuz I’m in 70^3
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018. Do you like yourself:
urm.. ofcourse?
Not to sound hao lian la.. but don’t like yourself how to like others @.@
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019. Piercings:
only holes I have on my body are ones that you already have on yours
oops
No extra.. lol
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020. Tattoos:
erm..I have scars that look like tattoos
^
Tak mahu kalah
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021. Righty or lefty:
righty
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FIRST:

022. First surgery:
never had one.. I think..
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023: First piercing:
not yet

unless you count in needle piercings

which I have had on my ass plenty of times when I was younger
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024. First best friend/s:
You know who you are
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025. First award:
Gold (…plastic) medal in 4 x 100 meters (primary 4)
won Gold (plastic also) in kindergarden but
The gold in primary 4 sounds more impressive so wrote that down lolz
^
Hao lain again oops
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026. First memory:
what sorta question is this?
Don’t think I would like to remember how my mom looked like when I was born..
Would have be scary.. O.O
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027. First pet:
chickens! Which.. sadly got eaten without me even knowing it..
What makes it worst is that.. I’m one of the persons that helped in eating..
XD
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028. First vacation:
when I was few months old.. to my dad’s hometown of Kuala Kangsar
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029. First concert:
only concerts I have attended besides church youth rallies are orchestra concertos
symphonics rock..!
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030. First crush:
primary 5 I guess
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LAST:

031. Last time you went out:
just now.. I just came out into the world.. from my room.. aiks
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032. Last time you had a good time:
Having a good time right now
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033. Last time you cried:
Whoa! You kidding me? Man don’t cry.. and I’m Man!!
..how could you.. ask .. me… this.. sobs… XD
forgotten when.. but I remember why.. lalala~
Next question!!
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034. Last award:
SPM excellence by S'wak Teachers' Union
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035. Last trip abroad:
Brunei.. Traveled there with cousins by car
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036. Last concert:
-.- lazy to type but I’ll type anyway..
Carry the call youth rally..
MPYO if you count in orchestra concertos
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037. Last album you bought:
sad to say.. I download.. I know I know I should support the artist through buying Original products.. planning to get our local band “Yuna’s” cd
last one was Simple Plan..

No Pads, No Helmets...Just Balls

was a long long time ago..

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038. Last song you played:
A song I made for someone, haven’t named it yet though..
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039. Last phone call:
10 mins ago, called Dan, bout today's dinner
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040. Last laugh:
5 mins ago while sms'ing with 'da' hamster

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PICK ONE:
041. Summer or winter:
winter
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042. Rainy or sunny:
sunny
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043. Britney or Christina:
Beyonce (lol thought MayLinDas answer was funny)
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044. TV or YouTube:
Movies XD
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045. Oprah or Tyra:
Oprah ofcourse
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046. McD’s or KFC:
McD!!
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047. Soccer or tennis:
Soccer.. Chelsea lost 3-0 to Man United..
so don’t wana bother with soccer for the next week.. haih.. what in the world happened to them.. haih
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048. New york or San Francisco:
San Francisco
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CURRENTLY:
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049. Eating:
Air
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050. Drinking:
Saliva
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051. Wearing:
NOTHING
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nah.. just kiddin singlet and shorts actually
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052. Im about to:
go eat brunch
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053. Listening to:
TANK, fei ni muo shu
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FAVORITES :
054. Food:
lazy to type.. so many you must be outa your mind if you ask me type all of them
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055. Drinks:
copy paste (lazy to type.. so many you must be outa your mind if you ask me type all of them)
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056. Colors:
Black and ‘white or red’
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057. Numbers:
usually like the number 7
but really.. doesn’t really matter
just numbers.. unless you wana buy toto.. dun look at me.. I don’t gamble
cept’ on Chinese new year lol
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YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids:
Dad and Mom would kill me if I said no.. XD
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059. Want to get married:
duh..
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060. Life:
Ce La’Vie it is what it is.. fun!
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061. Goals:
Finish studying with the best results I can get while sharing the good and the bad times with ‘da’ pet hamster oops.. lolx
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062. Where will you live:
where ever God sends me (again very nicely answered by MayLinDa)
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063. Buy a house:
-.- U want me to bum off my parents? ….. sure!
Nah.. ofcourse I want a house once I can afford it la
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064. Buy a car:
Newest Beetle Bentley!
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YOUR PARENTS :

066. Love your mom?:
duh
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067. Love your dad?:
duhh
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068. Are they still together?:
duhhhh
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Skip to question 75 since all my answers are both
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WHICH IS BETTER? :

068. Lips or eyes:
069. Hugs or kisses:
070. Shorter or Taller:
071. Lean or plump:
072. Romantic or spontaneous:
073 . Nice stomach or nice arms:
074 . Sensitive or loud:
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075 . Hook-ups or relationships:
’long long long long long till I can’t wake up anymore’ lasting relationships
.
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HAVE YOU EVER :

076. Bungee-jumped:
nope
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077. Shook hands with someone important:
yeah most of the Kelabits are super people..

not including me la XD

lolz if you don't know who

one example.. Dato'Sri Idris Jala :p

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078. Kissed a stranger:
nope
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079. Drank bubbles:
yeah.. soap bubbes to be precise.. wanted to try what they tasted like.. regretted doing that afterwards..
Haven had fizzy bubbles for like 2 weeks now.. preparing tummy for Chinese new year :p
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080. Lost glasses/contacts:
yeah tons of times herm.. where did I leave my glasses this morning.. X.x
..

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081. Ran away from home:
wanted to when I was young and dumb..
I used to pack my stuff into plastic bags when I got so pissed with my parents
lol
That was when I was 12 mind you..
..

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082. Liked someone younger:
yup
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083. Older:
eherm.. not that old la.. still very young but she thinks she acts like lau ah ma.. lol
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084. Broken someone’s heart:
T.T sad to say.. yes
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085. Been arrested:
yeah been arrested by my parents when I sneaked out of the study room to watch cartoons

got handcuffed (locked) in the study room afterwards..

(happened during UPSR) lol
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086. Turned someone down:
....yes
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087. Cried when someone died:
....yes
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088. Liked a friend:
I like all my friends
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DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself:
I’m superman! <--- these words speak for themselves XD
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090. Miracles:
ofcourse experienced some myself.. like being born
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091. Love at first sight:
nope.. I believe in love at every sight.. (towards the same person la ofcourse)
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092. Heaven:
yeah
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093. Santa clause:
wanted to… found out it was my dad… haih
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094. Sex on the first date:
nope
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095. the more you hate, the more you love:
nope the more you care the more you love

unless you mean it like..

da dai biao ten

ma dai baio guan xing

hen dai biao?

eherm..
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096. Angels:
yesh.. angels both sent by God and ..ding ding lolx
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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?:
even though gona see you later.. still.. yesh
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098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?:
no way..
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099. Do you believe in God?:
ofcourse la duh
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100. Will you tag 10 people to continue this game:
yeah.. I will..
You handsome boy! And you pretty gurl!

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And you! duno boy or gurl XD..
And the next you! That comes by..
See.. all done :p

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~~Have a nice day~~ :)

(: superhellokittyman! :)

Thursday, January 15, 2009

!~YaY~!

it's finally time for the holidays!!

has everyone had their holidays planed out yet?

2 months.. is a long long time XD

but before you know it, It'll all be over soon

so lets enjoy the current moment to it's fullest

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~HaPPy HoLidaYs Ya'LL~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

O.O ..do not try this on the road..

ps- drive carefully yeah

~

gone with the winds the summer breeze

on with the boredom on salty seas

unlike times of last, say no to worries

cuz' with you the smiles, they never cease

~

let me make you happy :)

..hen xing fu.. oops I 'eamn' ... su fu.. Xp

Friday, January 9, 2009

drowsy

Feeling tired..

Beklager sin været svært at vågne op af de sidste par dage ..


All the best for exams, I truly believe you can do it
Cuz your extra ‘te bie’ LoL

Lalalala~

Answering in

~Silence~

You ask, why I don't seem as happy,

.

that I used to smile more,

.

..it's because..

when you're around,

.

I smile so much to myself my cheeks hurt ;-)

.

so.. quietly.. my heart smiles for me..

.

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You have made

.

*each day*, so much more brighter

and

*each moment*, so much more.. unforgettable

.

it's priceless

(: ~*Thank yoU*~ :)

Monday, January 5, 2009

wooo! I'm nuts now.. cuz.. ,

I'm on Meds!
,

It's weird really, have not been on any sort of medication for 2 years ++ now

forgoten the feeling of being a needy T.T

,
,

,

Reason:
,

I've got this bad rash around the **** area lolz

yes.. 'that' area... sobs..

,

come let me show you a picture..
..

you ready?

..

really?

..

close your eyes if you're shy

..

!warning!

..

,

since I pity you I decided not to show lah Xp

,

(scratch scratch)

bored so I'll just ramble on some more..

,
,
,

Bad News:

bad news is (quote) 'insomnia' ~.~ can't get enough sleep due to the crazy itching... argh...

so during the day I may look a little like a walking zombie oooo... grrrr... rrrraarrr...

(trying to make scary noises)

,

,

,

Good News

good news is.... less house work for me! Yay!

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yeah guess I'd better get back to my reading =.=
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2 more weeks before the long school break yeah!
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cheer up people!

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..

ah! itchy!...

,

(scratch scratch)

a....much better.. XD
,

ew.. I'd better go put some cream on that

,

(: chaos'! :)

Thursday, January 1, 2009

~within an extension of half an hour~

Thought I'd pluck something out of the internet

but then again something written with your own hand would carry more meaning

so here it is

from

...me to you..

Comfort in Words

""""""""""""""""""""

When the days are dark and your tomorrows seem not to come

I am here for you with my little torchlight, a few candles and a comforting arm

When the winter chills prove too much, and the hours just too long

Take my coat, because your warmth is all that’s needed for me to hold

.

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When your phone is dead and you are feeling alone and insecure

Hold it close because in my mind I am always sending words for sure

Let not them dreams scare you, because you have the will to change them

If will you have not, then hold me close I will stay awake so you could dream

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When times of trouble shall befall those pure in heart

Do not waver, say a little prayer and snuggle up

Close your eyes, reach out, and take my hand

Cuz on the other side I am doing the same

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..I'm not movin..

..I'm not movin..

..Cuz there's someone I'm waiting for..

..so I'm not moving..

Gona camp in my sleeping bag cuz

I'm

..not gona move..

~smiles faintly~