Wednesday, March 18, 2009

playing another poem

are you crying alone..?

well.. written in our colours [ps- please read slowly ; ) ]

I don't have an answer...

why we act this way..

nor.. do I have the power..

:to change what people say..

lets just sit, be still.. and wonder,

how all this could change..

with just 3 words,

:turn blue skies from grey..

you know how people pray..

that they would find someday..

the one they could cherish..

:chase all their fears away..

:for us, that day is already today..

don’t hear what people say..

because for you, "yesterday, today, tomorrow.."

"yours, mine or ours",

I know I have the person..

For which I pray..
..Amen..

pretty isn't it?

now.... (: smile :)

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

To: iso hamsterin,

Can’t be moved, in own ‘script’ :
Cuz if one day you wake up and find that you’re missin me..
And you’re heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be..
Don’t think twice, just give me a call, an sms, you’ll see..
Cuz’ I will do all I can to make that sadness turn to glee..

Maybe the post is meant for someone else but..
Let me perasan a little kay..
Here goes..

~
When the nites are dark, there’s still a light shining on you..
Remember that poem I wrote for ‘iso hamsterin’?
With my little torchlight.. I’d stay up all night so you could sleep..
Let not the bad dreams bother you, I’m here.. hold on..

Wiping the tears away.. tell me what proof would you like..
Whether things will be fine or not.. bear bear will still be there..
Just take his hand.. cuz “on the other side he’s doing the same”
“Don’t make me give you plain water.. you know I will..”

.

prouver?

Mais .. puis-je compter sur vous pour faire preuve de moi ... ..

Cuz parfois .. Je crains trop ..

........................................From: BjørnBjørn

Friday, January 9, 2009

Answering in

~Silence~

You ask, why I don't seem as happy,

.

that I used to smile more,

.

..it's because..

when you're around,

.

I smile so much to myself my cheeks hurt ;-)

.

so.. quietly.. my heart smiles for me..

.

.

You have made

.

*each day*, so much more brighter

and

*each moment*, so much more.. unforgettable

.

it's priceless

(: ~*Thank yoU*~ :)

Thursday, January 1, 2009

~within an extension of half an hour~

Thought I'd pluck something out of the internet

but then again something written with your own hand would carry more meaning

so here it is

from

...me to you..

Comfort in Words

""""""""""""""""""""

When the days are dark and your tomorrows seem not to come

I am here for you with my little torchlight, a few candles and a comforting arm

When the winter chills prove too much, and the hours just too long

Take my coat, because your warmth is all that’s needed for me to hold

.

.
When your phone is dead and you are feeling alone and insecure

Hold it close because in my mind I am always sending words for sure

Let not them dreams scare you, because you have the will to change them

If will you have not, then hold me close I will stay awake so you could dream

.

.
When times of trouble shall befall those pure in heart

Do not waver, say a little prayer and snuggle up

Close your eyes, reach out, and take my hand

Cuz on the other side I am doing the same

.

.

..I'm not movin..

..I'm not movin..

..Cuz there's someone I'm waiting for..

..so I'm not moving..

Gona camp in my sleeping bag cuz

I'm

..not gona move..

~smiles faintly~

Sunday, December 28, 2008

emotions

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Dwindling words
……...
…...
....
..

Our minor misunderstandings hurt me more than you’d know
That is why; I’ve decided that goodbye would be the best
Every time, you confuse, you tease, then leave
Try as I might, to ignore, I feel I’m dying.. slowly... inside..

This feeling it hurts me so, my heart’s falling apart
But though like thorns it pricks, I welcome the feeling
Maybe that is why I should have just quit from the start
Before to you my conscience started, slowly pulling

I wanted to let you know but you somehow changed my mind
I know fair it isn’t to make my own conclusions
But I’ll only bring more hurt and more confusions
To you, I tell, this is my final decision

For you it may be just another joke
For me its part of a bigger picture
I’ve tried to hold on; I’ve tried to have fun
Playing your little game, But everything’s the same
As it was back then
You broke me again

So here I’ll remain, a bystander

Watching from the distance
Praying for your happiness
Happiness that I thought I once had

I don't wana hurt you, or me

so
I’m sorry but this is.. Goodbye

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don't misunderstand lol just felt emo that's all...

emotions

Sunday, December 21, 2008

ohkay, like I promised, here's the explanation:

today had been a very emo day... (breeeeaaak.... eeeek, tire screeching) wait!! First, here are some pics to show the mood...

(I reccomend you play OneRepublic-Mercy/ Cai Hung-Jay Chow at the side bar)

I felt heartache...

Felt cheap...

Felt broken..

Felt thrown away.....

I guess I just awoke on the wrong side of the bed today...
it was late,(1.30pm) and it was a busy day ahead...

everything was so

hectic, jumbled up schedules,

(this was due to bad time management from the previous week)

stressing, uncompleted assignments,

(our project had little heading through the discussion)

emotional, quarreled with some of my family members,

(was quite a big one)

it was because of me..

then

I had 4 appointments happening at the same time O.O

so a decision had to be made...

I'm sorry guys for letting you down :( it was my bad...

fast forward 7 hours...

.
.

.

I'm here

finally managed to get everything settled, glad everything worked out well...

we managed to go sight seeing at a number of places in town..

including a Christmas parade by the churches in Kuching,

mei, that was why I was quiet just now

(had a few things to contemplate)

:)

now, here is the interesting part of it all..
home finally came again, it was all normal routine...

but today, someone, I'll nickname him 'CD' got me to 'confess'... yesh '''confess'''

I don't usually break so easily but this time it was all spontaneous..

maybe it was because of today's happenings

the words came out without end...

It was so.... nerve wrenching.... it was like my throat was so heavy I could not speak

(fortunately my hands did the talking)

'CD' was particularly close with a girl I fancy

it was about her, so you could imagine my dilemma

he questioned my

truthfulness

loyalty

trust

and finally..

my heart

did not feel like the end was anywhere near, the answers were so far

but in the end...

..I got it right..

O.O

well we exchanged problems, he on the other hand had quite a ways to go..

I truly wish him all the best..

after today.. I've found a new brother to confide in

and after that, I came online and I found your lovely comments,

****now for the stars****

~Alan~

~Meimei~

~Mellow~

~ Ash~

~Steff~

~Wanie~

even though it was small talk

was really enlightening ^^

thanks for making my day :)

sometimes you can't avoid the storm that lies ahead

.....

but do not waiver because sometimes you only need to hold on long enough

to see the beautiful day ahead

~~ smiles ~~
... (: together lets :) ...

thanks for reading~! ^^